Necklace, Ring and Braclet

My past boyfriend gave me these 3 things and I keep them by me all the time. June 25, 2011

The necklace, ring and braclet lie one my dresser,
I can't bear to wear them anymore,
They will always remind me of heartbreak with you,
They will remind me of you,

No more realationships for a while,
My heart already needs mending,
I don't think I can take anymore,
Maybe single for life is a good thing,

Trying the jewlerry on makes me cry,
I miss what we had but we did what was best,
My heart will heal, but it will take years,
All because of this awful break-up.

Graduation

Grad is coming up soon and I'm scared. This is what I feel like. June 25, 2011

My grad dress like usual is black,
No date but going single is ok,
Everyone around me is bragging about their dates,
But I'm the quiet one with so many heart breaks,

I'm wanting to wear my studded braclets,
But this is one of the only girly nights of my life,
It will be fun, being someone who no one thought I could be,
Dancing to good music with all my happy friends,

There's the smile that I like having on my face,
Then the slow song comes on and it slides off my face,
I have no one to dance with  so I go  hang my head and sit on a bench,
I hope no one sees my tear swelled eyes,

There you are with the girl you have been swooning over,
And you see me,
I try to run, but you catch me,
You dance with me and my heart starts healing.

Time of Break-ups

I just wrote this one when I was feeling blue. June 13, 2011


This can never be a good thing,
It's never east to get over,
Your hearts going to be bruised,
Your going to feel like you were stabbed,

You will never forgive yourself,
You will never forgive the person,
But one day you will forget,
And there will be another,

Theres always going to be many feelings in your heart,
But that's life and you can't stop it,
And then one day, that one day you will never forget,
You will find the person of your dreams,
And that person will make the heart break heal.

Hurting

This poem I wrote when my friend got really hurt by a breakup that she had. May 14, 2011

That girl over there,
She has tears on her face,
That's because of you,
All the cheating and lying you did.

She always looks at her wrists,
But she won't do it,
She know's it's not worth it,
She knows your not worth it.

But she's not a wimp like you,
She isn't afraid to cry,
She doesn't mind getting hurt,
So just tell yourself the truth,
That you don't want her anymore,
Save her and yourself.
- Amy Janewski

The Past

This poem I wrote when I broke up with my boyfriend. But he was being an idiot so kinda had to. April 23, 2011 Here it is:

When I think of the past,
It's hard to think of, it's hard to bear,
Love is a game that only some can share,
For the others, we have to struggle to hold on.

Too Little, too late,
It's time for a break,
Everything is done,
And my head needs a shake.

I miss you and still have feelings,
But you have just left me in the dust,
Looking at you is better than the ceiling,
But I'm breaking this up because i must.
- Amy Janewski

No more

I wrote this poem on April 22, 2011. I wrote it because I was really mad at a boy. Here it its:

I can't hold on anymore,
It's just too hard to do,
You with another girl is just too hard to watch,
My hearts broken in half.

This is the last song I'm sharing with you,
Being alone is what's best for me,
I don't need all the crap that you do,
I just need another you.

So let's say our goodbyes,
Forget this crap and rest,
For life is to be enjoyed,
Not for us to be depressed.
- Amy Janewski

Cinderella and Prince Charming

Here's another cheesy song that I wrote when I was swooning with love over someone:

Your wearing your pant's too low,
I should really let you know,
Sometimes I like it, sometimes I don't,
But I'm your cinderella.

Chorus:
I'm your cinderella,
I'm your number one,
Put the glass slipper on me, and we'll be in love,
I don't want you to go.
Good-bye Prince charming, see you next ball.

I saw you with the new girl,
She looked at me and glared,
I felt my eyes tearing up,
As you stopped to brush her hair.

Chorus

But you don't really know,
That I can't let you go!

Instrumental

My white dress is flowing with the wind,
I see you coming, with your gorgeous grin,
You take my hand and say "I love you",
And I start crying because I don't know what to do.

Chorus